hey guys!
I woke up this morning and I felt like there is something I'm missing.. something that I haven't taken even a sneak peek and it has been so long.. then I straightly went to take a look at my laptop, clicking the Google Chrome and it felt like 'boom' when my mind suddenly were reminded of this blog and yeah, it has been 2 months.. I'm missing in action and it seems like this blog isn't mine anymore when I've abandoned it for this long..
okay whatever... by the way, I'm back again in Moscow and it has been almost 3 weeks.. the 5o days of summer holiday felt so short and less dramatic things happened.. nothing pretty interesting to tell about other than the fact being home, being somewhere where you belong to is definitely one of the best feeling ever.. they say that home sweet home even though my home is not a bungalow with a huge yard but I believe that whatever we have and whoever we are at present, there are reasons for that..
one thing that I've learned very much during the holiday is that instinct is always right, almost all the time.. our inner intuition is like a magical power and I believe that every and each of us has this inner strength to tell you about what's coming and it's actually a key, pretty hidden, to guide us on unveiling something which is concealed.. that's why nobody and not even one person could hold a secret without having it to be revealed.. it doesn't matter when it's going to happen.. if you're unfortunate enough, that might happen when you're still alive and sorry to say, the hardest part is all about dealing with the consequences.. if it is gonna be revealed when you're no longer on earth, your next generation and so on might have to deal with it.. instinct of a person is actually the worst enemy of a secret.. in most of the cases, there's nothing much to do to cease the glowing inner reception from inducing one's feeling and curiosity.. this is it and it happens in nature, and nature is created by God and God creates something with reasons..
when we got our intuition right, it is most probably the biggest winning ever.. however, for every something there is always exception because nobody and nothing is perfect.. what if we manage to find out something that we don't want to know? something which might turn your perception 180 degrees? something that you always pray to God so that it won't happen? when your instinct is right, you feel proud of yourself but often truths are hurting.. it's like a bomb is fixed inside a beautiful diamond which you used to adore but once the bomb reaches its final tick, it's like having all your dreams shattered..
what's the point of the persistent respect before? what's the point of the stable faith? what's the point of all those wonderful things that you used to admire? what's the point of everything?
as a conclusion, I don't know.. life is about moving on but no one can guarantee that we will go through with ease, painless.. that's life..
